Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Devotion for today: from absurd to obedient: the practice of stillness

Today we find that a disciplined prayer life is one centered on creating a space to listen.

Scripture for meditation: Psalm 46:10
Be still and know that I am God.

Scripture for reflection: Mark 1:35
Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house, and went to a solitary place, where he prayed.

Henri Nouwen tells us: Here we touch the question of discipline in the spiritual life. A spiritual life without discipline is impossible….The practice of spiritual discipline makes us more sensitive to the small, gentle voice of God…and willing to respond when we hear it…. It is clear that we are usually surrounded by so much outer noise that it is hard to truly hear our God when he is speaking to us. We have often become deaf, unable to know when God calls us and unable to understand in which direction he calls us. Thus our lives have become absurd.  In the word absurd we find the Latin word surdus, which means “deaf.” A spiritual life requires discipline because we need to learn to listen to God, who constantly speaks but whom we seldom hear. When, however, we learn to listen, our lives become obedient lives. The word obedient comes from the Latin word audire, which means “listening.” A spiritual discipline is necessary in order to move slowly from an absurd to an obedient life, from a life filled with noisy worries to a life in which there is some free inner space where we can listen to our God and follow his guidance….The core of all prayer is indeed listening, obediently standing in the presence of God. A spiritual discipline, therefore, is the concentrated effort to create some inner and outer space in our lives, where this obedience can be practiced. Through a spiritual discipline we prevent the world from filling our lives to such an extent that there is no place left to listen. A spiritual discipline sets us free to pray, or, to say it better, allows the Spirit of God to pray in us. (Devotional Classics, edited by Richard J. Foster and James Bryan Smith, Harper Collins, 1993)

Prayer: O Holy Spirit, beloved of my soul, I adore you. Enlighten, guide me, console me. Tell me what I must do; give me your orders. I promise to subject myself to all that you desire of me and to accept all that you permit to happen to me. Let me only know your will. Cardinal Mercier (Catholic Prayers for Every Day and All Day, St. Anthony Messenger Press, 2003).

My thoughts: Listening to God takes great discipline in a world filled with noise, yet in many spiritual books the authors describe one of the greatest marks of the devil as the noise he makes. God, on the other hand, is peaceful, quiet, a still voice inside of us calling us to Him. That is why we must take time, and discipline ourselves to find a quiet place to simply listen, and become obedient. Maybe then we can truly pray with Cardinal Mercier, “Let me accept all that you permit to happen to me.” What a prayer!
Our prayer to God: Discipline in our lives is hard to accomplish. Tomorrow we will continue with Henri Nouwen as he describes how to do this. For now, let us try to turn from an absurd life to an obedient life by listening to God in solitude for five minutes. Maybe as distractions come up we can write them down, and then turn them into a prayer when we have finished our quiet time.

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